Pensieve

im quite healed.. that i didnt open the ig story. HAHAH! i see my senior no post there, means no go. anyway i am not gonna watch that ig story. am not going to let myself get hurt anymore. for added measure, maybe i should mute it. k la thats all for now, thanks and bye.

my motto now would be slow down keep quiet less is more

keeping quiet actually makes me happy

chrysanthemum soothes my soul man and also brain rot and also swimming let's do more of it so hard that i accumulate so much joy that it occupies all the space in me there was a moment i felt like i got my original self back. so much that it helps me overcome my trauma trauma comes in all shapes and sizes that matter did traumatise me and its not easy to unwind he's just. so weird. let's stop traumatising ourselves and stop looking for love from men i just find humans so hard to form connections to and i accumulate a lot of attachment why do people seem so healthy and i feel so fragmented?