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went for vaccine today at the CC. doesnt hurt. slight ache and cool temperature after the rain makes me feel grounded. was reading this book about a male nurse. not bad. i like reading such stuff they make me feel grounded https://www.amazon.com/Change-Those-Diapers-Boy-Stories/dp/9814721824 another one was this https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/52692515-there-s-no-such-thing-as-an-easy-job also rediscovered flipboard is a feed for reading like google feed, facebook feed for the singpass endpoint i added in the final graphql woohoo.  used axios with headers and graphql https://stackoverflow.com/questions/51630137/post-mutation-to-graphql-with-axios security is server to server (no browser) and ssl i delete headers after the route also found a way to clear git commit history cos i accidentally commited something sensitive with git orphan https://www.google.com/amp/s/tecadmin.net/delete-commit-history-in-github/%3famp now its for me to harass the cert authority and the singpass api

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uq3P7zeYyU qn: how to eat an elephant? ans: bit by bit. i shall try and apply it to my never-ending workload (i don't mind that, and the awful pain i have below) db admin stresses me. i hate hasura, i hate postgresql, i dont know if its cos of shitty cheap disks or postgresql itself. i keep having deadlocks and its really pain i really dont want to do it anymore. what i do to control my nerves/ take my mind off stuff - watch netflix - china costume dramas, china scifi dramas, kdramas, - i think asmr, which i have not watch for long time, is pretty good. update 27jun anyway i managed to sideline the problem table and use the existing table. hasura pain in the ass. i wrote to their twitter.

today is a slow code day for me. doing frontend. just the react-native and RN element library. don't have to read docs and get stress angry that your implementations dont work. frontend a little boring sometimes, but i can do it at 50% attention and watch some bts butter mv along the way. i decided, to secretly explore RN webviews. now from RN community, no longer part of RN. why though. even though my senior at work told me they are not going to work for a certain implementation. i just want to know how it works. deeplinking involves alot of config, separately for ios and android. i dont have ios so i dont feel like touching it. havent gotten round to installing vmware or genymotion. anway i dont think my laptop can handle it. also learnt about the ATS https://reactnative.dev/docs/network today

yay i pushed out code today. progress! for something i was stuck on for 3 days. on using the singpass myinfo api. it makes me happy. cos finally and anxious. cos i cant help but think there will be something screwed