job hunting although i have it easy - work from home, zoom interviews, understanding boss job search period is still stressful for me. recruiters are too spammy, i have too many interviews (yes that is an issue for me), i have work to to, i am ill prepared for my interviews, so they end up making me feel uncomfortable cos i feel like an idiot. i have fomo if i ignore the recruiters. but replying them means i pile on another interview. but i did learn from those chats i have with the interviewers on the market - they like that i learnt coding on my own - sql, docker, react native - for react native, jobs are more demanding - remote jobs are rather hands off, i feel uncomfortable working with ang mohs - for larger apps, java my friend has this weird habit/issue. she complains. a lot. to me. so i become detached lor. from negativity. its pointless also. maybe she will get a boyfriend who finds this dependence quite affirming. i think guys do. cos i had 3 interviews in a week and to t...