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 https://backrooms.fandom.com/wiki/Level_37 i like the vibe. it like an introvert's fantasy spaces which resemble dreamscapes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOa0zQBRs_M i like the vibe. it looks like a game play https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpP43hEXlqg https://www.theartnewspaper.com/2021/07/10/lokis-production-designer-on-the-modernist-inspiration-behind-the-shows-stunning-visuals loki architecture 

 uncle bob solid, java https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_jDNAf3CzeY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EPv9-cHEmQw angular js https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OL8JIQEPSt0&list=PL4cUxeGkcC9gsJS5QgFT2IvWIX78dV3_v&index=14

 feeling cranky cos i am in the process of learning coding oops the process of a js dev trying to learn java trying out editors - i like vscode cos of auto complete, eclipse has too many settings i need to config pity there's no semi colon insertion i have admin stuff i have not done done - clothing not done - speedpost my return, finish company onboarding stuff even though i have no email access, trying out stuff in the environment i just setup for my new job

 i never taken to java too much boilerplate, i just dont get oop so after some youtube videos and googling about java, i decided to learn a framework i think the learn backwards style is better for me, i require a lot of context to be able to absorb anything. a framework is good for letting you see all the parts interacting i come from a javascript background javascript's syntax wise is pretty similar to java, so i can scrimp on these parts if else, switch case, curly brackets, exactly the same javascript has functions as first class citizens. anyway i only ever used it in functions first manner. like functional react java is class first. i also saw one could write java in functional style spring boot is a java framework for making web and server it uses this thing called dependency injection, with the @ annotation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9SGDpanrc8U i am watching this one by amigoscode. so far he's the online content creator i am going to focus on i be watching his you

i've been stressed the whole week kinda spoilt my enjoyment of my 1 week break was the worst on the day i stayed home to learn java spring boot pre new job jitters i don't want to talk about it i will definitely miss my ex job with wfh. wfh, i believe i will be able to see you again, once i have sharpened my skillset coach jason ho on tiktok says to be an sme, subject matter expert i quite like frank niu too, he is just so calm and logical i am very emotional person, so i admire people who seem to have their shit together

its abit weird how i didnt record this moment. guess it goes to show how much of a isfp i am, i really dont care about money and job status, i only happy because i want to make my parents happy ok, so i enrolled in a intern program for 1 year, attached to a startup as a dev, and landed an offer. pending health check. cross fingers no bomb. i think the tech market is crazy now i got spammed with interview invites and got 2 offers the job role sounds like outerspace lmao simi mission soooo. make a  i cant say too much cos i also dont know about what it holds for me i will miss the work from home welp its ok [name], you will work there a while and do remote work when you get more experience! welp, i dont know how to interact with my ex colleague once i left sia nevermind, i only know i will make him a nice card to express my gratitude! i also dunno how i can help him sia.