03/03/2022 - it's been crazy

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its abit weird how i didnt record this moment. guess it goes to show how much of a isfp i am, i really dont care about money and job status, i only happy because i want to make my parents happy


ok, so i enrolled in a intern program for 1 year, attached to a startup as a dev, and landed an offer. pending health check. cross fingers no bomb.


i think the tech market is crazy now

i got spammed with interview invites and got 2 offers

the job role sounds like outerspace lmao simi mission


soooo. make a 


i cant say too much cos i also dont know about what it holds for me

i will miss the work from home welp

its ok [name], you will work there a while and do remote work when you get more experience!


welp, i dont know how to interact with my ex colleague once i left sia

nevermind, i only know i will make him a nice card to express my gratitude! i also dunno how i can help him sia.

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