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i exercised today. Finally! skipped rope. and my leg is not hurting. must be the different shoes. or the zumba video i fumbled through. no idea how to rock my hips and move my limbs simultaneously. saw some youtube video on the correct way to skip.  goal is to be breathless. sustain breathless exercise for longer periods of time and do more sets. exercise 100% effective in upping my energy so when i do it my day is guaranteed to be productive clear 2 sections of digital marketing course 1/2 section (6 eps) of coding an api thankfully i am not numb yet. maybe i should engage in a bout of cleaning everyday. wonder how i got my ass to move and exercise today. i think i can imagine where my coding will lead to. a day job. probably can coast along. ok, i'm gonna enjoy some book on motivation . see ya!

feeling tired. i am now juggling my personal goal of coding, my 4 hour a week online course (not to mention my team mates are all so passive it takes more time than that to get their concordance on any tiny thing), housework, cooking. i never got into the exercise habit. i think if i were to hold down i job i would let the house fall into squalor and shirk all my responsibilities. think i need to measure my household chore quantitatively log the start time for each chore. log the end time for each chore start time lets me know how often i am distracted. start and end gives me duration so i know how much time i spend each day or week on chores what i do mon - fri daily - water plants, laundry (on the machine, hang up,take down, sunning, distribute), keep dried utensils once - grocery for meals at home gets a papaya and skins, cuts and stores it. i need papaya so everyone also gets to eat it. every other day - cooking (includes prep, cooking,cleaning up, dishes). so we can have fibre. sa...

online teamwork with absolute strangers if very hard different schedules - mastering asynchronous communication getting everyone's vote - very slow and seldom full reply 8 people in a group - nightmare - 8 times as slow unclear requirements - hard to split the work up have to overcome this part so we can move forward have to be very patient since this thing will drag have to arrange a timing where we can do synchronous communication

its almost 9pm. managed to watch and code through section 4 of the node api masterclass udemy course. don't think i want to clear more stuff. but at least i'm kinda on track.  its's still early so you see i'm still in the mood to talk shit here. slowly but surely *tune in girly sobbing noises* didn't do much for today. was feeling pretty tired for some reason. i gave up on cooking dinner. stomach kinda hurts from the sucky diet i have been on - eggs and bread, mushroom spicy aglio olio. spammed on papaya. or maybe it's the cucumber causing the slight bellyache. anyway i have been having UTI on and off and it's no fun. no, i have not been having any fun. i don't know why i'm getting this stuff. spamming vitamin c, water, green tea, cucumber whenever this shit happens. sore throat remedy : cucumber, 金银花tea. or anything else under TCM - clears Summer Heat the massage therapist at joyre told me i had dampness in my womb. said she could feel the bubbles ...