09/09/2020 - udemy course part 4

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its almost 9pm. managed to watch and code through section 4 of the node api masterclass udemy course. don't think i want to clear more stuff. but at least i'm kinda on track. 

its's still early so you see i'm still in the mood to talk shit here.

slowly but surely

*tune in girly sobbing noises*

didn't do much for today. was feeling pretty tired for some reason. i gave up on cooking dinner.

stomach kinda hurts from the sucky diet i have been on - eggs and bread, mushroom spicy aglio olio.
spammed on papaya. or maybe it's the cucumber causing the slight bellyache.

anyway i have been having UTI on and off and it's no fun. no, i have not been having any fun. i don't know why i'm getting this stuff. spamming vitamin c, water, green tea, cucumber whenever this shit happens.

sore throat remedy : cucumber, 金银花tea. or anything else under TCM - clears Summer Heat

the massage therapist at joyre told me i had dampness in my womb. said she could feel the bubbles while pressing the base of my spine. gave me a free herbal compress but i am a broke fella so i didn't sign up for any new packages. i abit cannot keep track also. lol.,

i search something dirty today on youtube cos i was feeling horny asf today the whole day could barely concentrate damnit
and chanced upon this stupid video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aS5Qt8V5QJE
What is the most pp hardiest thing you've ever done? - (r/AskReddit)
lmao.
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

p.s. i can't imagine guys play their thing and *** so many times a day to clear their need. that BAD?
O.O


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