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 i miss feeling sad.


long walks are good because

- you disconnect

- you carry loads

- greenery

even in the rain, i want to be able to walk


my anxiety is back because of the two back in my life. wish they can be further away so i can continue to be happy and anxiety free


dont think too much is good. dont make the mind too complicated.


im already sick of the sugary macarons.



fish bowl! i love seeing ponds


alas, i feel my mind already has to constantly be empty. the older you are, the more you see, nothing satisfies me anymore, other than simple pleasures


i wonder why she mentioned like a broken heart in the end. did they ever flirt with each other or was it a third party? i am super curious. 


i dont want to think about my own happiness. he hurt me so many times already until to me hoping for love is just asking for pain.


these days the weather very cold i feel very tired.


too much sugar, too little exercise..



i dont like cerebral art.


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