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 why do we waste time reading books?

some books are great brainwashes. they have central ideas which shape my values. like adam grant's give and take.

novelty is good for the brain. routine is also great. the small stuff that gives you joy.

making a pot of tea is great for reading books

i love cats, they are soo cute!

i like sky blue, it represents vastness and freedom

i dont like art it is subjective

can that noisy music vehicle just drive away. we did not ask for your music to broadcast to the whole neighborhood.

jurong superbowl looks fun. island hopping looks fun. chek jawa.

where can i watch old movies

i want to midjourney prompting

nothing cheers me up like yellow

yesterday night show was hilarious. light hearted. the heroine did not forgive the male lead. good. i like her resolution. i also like her love of money and the random item placement in the show.

how to be less irritating, i find i annoy most people sadly. but some people love me. guess you cant make everyone love you.

learn to curate stuff.

learn to find your structure to base on.

i enjoyed my morning breakfast.

keeping quiet quiets the heart.

i am afraid i am too rigid and not adaptable enough. i should learn new things.

i am trying my best to unfuck my life although it seems like it is going the opposite way. but its ok.

yesterday was the gemini full moon and i felt great.

first day of my leave. it feels good to do whatever you please.

i hope that free feeling i got when i felt free of him and he is no longer important, lasts. dont come back and haunt me anymore please. just set me free. i dont want to be caught in this web anymore.

mindfulness book

emotions at workplace book

i dont want to brainrot

i dont want to feel anxiety when i am supposed to be on leave

i dont want to be so concerned about others opinions. although maybe i should be

i dont want to watch too many video

tiktok is nice though

i want to investigate why my brain is rotting

i want to regain my focus and concentration

how to to focus when it starts getting boring

and why is my memory like shitty

i didnt like to read some books because it is fear mongering

how to handle multiple things at a time

how to be positive and believe in yourself. keep your energy up!

how to be more aware of my own jealousy

shadow work means being aware that it is actually all due to you

the power of the mind, placebo and nocebo

i am interested in when to be thankful and when to be detached

fengshui books for my room

all the love that i had for him, was my ability to love, and it originated from the love my mother had for me, seemed so undeserving to give it to someone who didnt care and didnt want it