03/09/2020 - grease fire, anger issues, ml course notes

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HELL'S KITCHEN

sometimes i have grease fire

the below happened sometimes. when i was cooking.

Why Do Cooking Pans Catch Fire and how to prevent it? - World of Pans

lol. i dont know how it happens.


DAD BEING DUMB

anger issues and what causes it

yours truly is a person who gets frustrated easily.

  • hygiene issues :poor sleep, study stress - ML is not taught in a practical way that zooms onto what is relevant, plus now i have to deal with my online marketing course and there's upcoming projects.
  • triggers - bothering me late at night, sitting on my bed (near my bed head no less)
  • recurrent system issue that HR is supposed to resolve
    • why can't his HR get their system right (their AM/PM shifts overlaps) and stop coming back to me if the problem is not settled.
    • i don't see why other people are not having the same problem. it's suspicious how can leave times not be the same across the company
  • dad being mentally lazy, wanting people to solve his work problems for him, not putting in effort to understand the issue and communicate it clearly so the right people can help him
    • given my dad's bumbling way of talking, i'm not sure what transpired between him and HR
    • thing is, he doesn't even know his work email, so i can't help him talk to HR
    • i really hate it when he tries to circle back to me. as if this time round the problem will be solved.
    • LAZY. am not going to help him.

ANDREW NG ML COURSE NOTES BY SOMEONE AWESOME
http://www.holehouse.org/mlclass/
thanks this above creator. 
the course above is like the 101 foundation for all ML learners. the guy led baidu AI and google brain.
though, i swear hearing the good prof speak is driving me nuts. plus the ugly handwriting and lack of visuals, codes and demos.

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